Thursday, February 16, 2012

July 18th, 2010

So many things
Could be said
About that day.

A lot of people
Would say,
"I don't remember what I did..."

It was a sunny summer day.
I logged onto Facebook,
And saw
Something,
I never
Wanted to see.

Ron was dying,
Right as I was reading.

What had happened??
I thought he had months to live!!??

I told Mom,
I'd come down later
In the summer...

There was no time for that
Now.

My heart ached
For everyone.

I knew everything
Would change
With Ron's passing.

Horrible feelings and emotions
Were bubbling up inside
Of my body.

I sobbed
All day long
For weeks after.

No one understood
What I was feeling.

I was alone.

Dear Boog,
It's been
A little
Over a year and a half
Since your death.

And a lot has happened
And changed.

I hope you're proud
When you look down and see me.

I still miss you
Everyday
And not a day
Goes by
That I don't
Think
Of you.

I'm sorry I never said
Goodbye.

I love you always,
Al

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