Saturday, September 8, 2012

For both of you

I am 
So done
With all of you.

Thinking 
You're better
Than me
And thinking you can come
In and out
Of my life
As you please.

(To you-)
You saw 
What I went 
Through 
For two years
And you always said
I could get out.

You were 
My lifeline.

Now.

 I stand here,
Reliving 
My nightmare
Thinking how much
I wish you could see.

And 
[YOU-]

Six years.

Wasted.

I'll never get it.

There are times
That I've wasted
Being sad over you...

Wondering
What I did wrong.

  You were so much more
Than my best friend,
You were my sister.


Now I see how toxic

You are.

I don't need you


Anymore.


Monday, September 3, 2012

New awkward questions for your amusement

Age; 24 and almost 1/4 years old.
Full legal name; Do you really want to know?? Allison Kate Bolton.
Name preferred; Alli.
Birthday; Are you trying to steal my identity?
Nickname;  Alli, Al, Norman, Farm, Beaver, Alli Cat, Catdog, Dawg, Alli Cakes, Captain Alli Beaver Fever, Muffin, Lovins, Lovey, Fluffyyyyyy....too many moreeee
Current mood; Content and happy.
Current Relationship Status; Single, yo. HAHAHAHAHAH
Hobby; Um what about 'hobby"?
Best girl friend; I don't like to discriminate against people. Therefore I have no best friends.

Best boy friend; My above statement applies to this too.
Likes; On Facebook? Too many to say.
Dislikes; I'd approve of a dislike button on Facebook.
Favorite food; Sigh... practically everything.
Favorite drink; WATER and COFFEEEE
Ever been high; On life!
Regret; No need for regrets.
Confession; Trees are nice
Someone you miss; What about them?
What im doing right now; Homework. Sitting. Coffee drinking. Filling this out. Listening to music.
What im thinking right now; 330 is too earlyyyy.
Siblings; Four of my favorite ladies
Oldest or youngest; Youngesttttt! 

Saturday, September 1, 2012

You

WHAT
GIVES
YOU
THE 
RIGHT
TO 
COME
IN 
AND
OUT 
OF
MY
LIFE
AS 
YOU 
PLEASE
?????

Why do I still feel like this?




God.
Girl,
You'll never get it.