11/29/11

ew.
people are crazy.
i don't know.

i miss you.
and i will
always.

that p!nk song
is stuck
in my head.

bff's forever,
yeah ok.

aweeesomeness

do you
even remember
me?

do you care
that you hurt
me?

it's like i never
exsisted.
like i was
never
your best friend.

i keep trying
to figure
it out.
but
i cant.

[i have no answers.]

i keep holding on
to the memories.
but what good are they
if they are all lies?

but
how can they be lies?
was everything
just one big
fat
lie?

god,
i hope not.

with love.

lines
have always
been drawn.

but
you my
dear
have always
crossed them.


coming in
and out of my life
as you please.

how can you
sit there
and not at all
be hurting
inside.

i'm watching
the lights
flicker
in my mind.

in my world,
i have
done nothing
but
be a good friend
to you,

do we live
in two different realities?

my reality:
you hurt me.

blah

um yeah.
who knew?
now i feel
as awkward
as ever.

mannnnnnn.
i didn't even do
anything.

i guess
everyone
was right.

i dont know
and i'll never
understand
what happened.

it's like
i never even
exsisted
in your life.

POOF!!!
i'm gone.

argg,

life is changing.
again.

i don't know
where i belong.

limbo is where
i am right now.

p-town
or
f-town?

i know
i need to
make a decision
soon,
it's just a hard one to make.

i've made mistakes in the past.
[believe me,
i probably wont
forget
that.]

but i'm trying
to figure
out what's right
and wrong for me.

i dont know.

and thats what
haunts
me.

thoughts about you.

dear a.f.v.

so many things to say.
i don't know
where to start.

sometimes
i think back
to how
we were.
and all the memories
that
we share,
the tears
we shed,
the inside jokes
that only we know.
and
everything else
that made us best friends.

i dont know what happened
to us.
i keep remembering
that day i was supposed
to stay at your sister's
house,
but i didn't.
maybe
that's when things got awkward?
i don't really know.

i keep saying,
i wish you
would just
talk to me,
but i guess
wishing
is just wishing?

i hope
one day you'll
tell me what happened.

until then,
i hope
you are happy
and well...

all my love,
a.h.

ohhh library

back in the [541]
eugene...
as they call it.

yay.
i<3eugene.

things have gotten crazzzy.
[but dont they always?]
yeaah, pretty much.

i wanna go on an adventureeee.

peace.
and.
love.<3

crazy.

jersey shore
is crazy.
[the show.
not the place.]

i think
tools
suck.

i was a tool,
but i grew out of it.

the monster still
haunts me...

good morning world.

i will make today
and every day
after this
the best day
of my life.
you will not
lie to me,
control me,
or make me feel
like poop
ever again.

i don't wanna talk
or yell
or text
or email.

i want you
out of my life.

kay.thanks.bye.

if you only knew

what it was like for almost
three years of my life,
you would understand.

you never cared.
i never wanted any of it.

i guess i'll never understand
why you lied
about anything
and everything.

but i've moved on...
and you need to stop being a tool
and grow up.

i'm a fighter

august 21st

i write what i know.
life is full of suprises,
both good and bad.

last night SUCKED,
bee tea doub,
but whatevs,
i'll get over it.

i love my lifeeeeeeeeee!

TOOL

bahaha.
you are such a foo tool.

whatevs.
i'm totes over you.

you're dumb,
i'm not.

YAY ME!

think what you want,
but i'll have the one
thing you want,
but cant have.
ME!

la quinta

ohh MEDFORD!
iloveyou.

no wait,
i love oregonnn=].

boys smell
really bad.
i dont get them.

BAMF!
thats what i am.

and a.n.v.
i dont know
what to say about her.

besties?
forget that

beach please.

whatev.
[i guess i need to move on?]

time for pizza.

kay.thanks.byee.

hearts&hugss.

starbuckss

oh oregon,
i miss yoou already.
i heart twitter.
i have funny [tweets].

SUUUPER tired
but alive and kicking.

i couldnt ask for
anything more.

coffee= [UH-MAY-ZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]
and iced tea is bomb.
the drink,
not that old dude.


boys smell.
girls rule.

that is all
for now,

library

shhhhhhhhhh!
its
LIBRARY TIMEEEE
with b,
who is da bomb!

helk yesh!
danggg
sunny in oregon!
wooo hoo!
my name is bob...
bob jones.

HAHAAAAAA1
NOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!
new memories rock.
=]

YAAYAYA.

[peace out yo.]

train stations

so hi. its meee!
ALLI!
yay.
i'm back
and better then EVER!
[[score.]]
lets give all you peeps
a BIG update:

i gave up my
d bag of a boyfriend.
and lost THIRTY POUNDS
[[so far.]]

yess
i still stay up
waaay too late
and sleep half the morning
away,

but i run,
swim,
walk,
AND
I'M LIVING LIFE!!!
my own life.

i've learned,
i've lost,
and
i've lived
and
i'll never look back.