with love.

lines
have always
been drawn.

but
you my
dear
have always
crossed them.


coming in
and out of my life
as you please.

how can you
sit there
and not at all
be hurting
inside.

i'm watching
the lights
flicker
in my mind.

in my world,
i have
done nothing
but
be a good friend
to you,

do we live
in two different realities?

my reality:
you hurt me.

blah

um yeah.
who knew?
now i feel
as awkward
as ever.

mannnnnnn.
i didn't even do
anything.

i guess
everyone
was right.

i dont know
and i'll never
understand
what happened.

it's like
i never even
exsisted
in your life.

POOF!!!
i'm gone.

argg,

life is changing.
again.

i don't know
where i belong.

limbo is where
i am right now.

p-town
or
f-town?

i know
i need to
make a decision
soon,
it's just a hard one to make.

i've made mistakes in the past.
[believe me,
i probably wont
forget
that.]

but i'm trying
to figure
out what's right
and wrong for me.

i dont know.

and thats what
haunts
me.

thoughts about you.

dear a.f.v.

so many things to say.
i don't know
where to start.

sometimes
i think back
to how
we were.
and all the memories
that
we share,
the tears
we shed,
the inside jokes
that only we know.
and
everything else
that made us best friends.

i dont know what happened
to us.
i keep remembering
that day i was supposed
to stay at your sister's
house,
but i didn't.
maybe
that's when things got awkward?
i don't really know.

i keep saying,
i wish you
would just
talk to me,
but i guess
wishing
is just wishing?

i hope
one day you'll
tell me what happened.

until then,
i hope
you are happy
and well...

all my love,
a.h.

ohhh library

back in the [541]
eugene...
as they call it.

yay.
i<3eugene.

things have gotten crazzzy.
[but dont they always?]
yeaah, pretty much.

i wanna go on an adventureeee.

peace.
and.
love.<3