Socks.

Can remind you

Of so many

Things.

[At least me.]

A man

Trying to trap

Me

Like a hunter

Looking

For prey.

"It was our lucky day,"

He said over and over.

I kept

Trying to escape.

He held my hand

As tight

As he could,

And kept backing

Me

Into corners

That I didn't

Want to be backed

Into.

I finally escaped...

[Things I never said.]

Dear Best Friend.


Here are some things you should know:


1. I hope you never find out what it's like to not know what you did wrong and have your "best friend" not talk to you...


2. Stop smoking so much. Jeeze you don't have to be like your sister and have a cigarette in your mouth all day, every day.


3. You should really stop smoking all that pot, it kills brain cells.


4. After everything, i still don't understand why you are choosing the path you're on.


5. Stop taking pills that you DON'T need. It's all fun and games now, but what if you get hooked?


6. You one told me that I was being childish and that I needed to grow up. Yet, I'm the one who can deal with their problems without alchohal, cigarettes, and drugs.


7. I'm sick of missing you. But I always will. You were a big part of my life and I can't just delete you from my memory....

8. I will always love you.

Thank you and good night

Things I've learned

One-
Be thankful for the big and little things in life.

Two-
Family should ALWAYS be number one.

Three-
Tell people how you really feel, even if it hurts....tell them the truth. It's better that way.

Four-
Learn to appreciate what you have, don't take people and things for granted, because they msy not be there tomorrow.

Five-
If a situation is making you unhappy, get out.

Six-
Trust your gut.

Seven-
Even if it hurts, move on from things/people that hurt you.

Eight-
Love yourself.

Nine-
Don't change for anyone..

[Rainy Days]

Make me think

Of you.

I don't really

Know why.

Because it barely

Rains

In Nevada.

I'm trying

So hard

To wrap

My mind

Around

The fact

That I may never

Speak to you.

Again.

I try not to get sad,

Be optimistic,

You know....

I tell myself

That

You've done this

Before,

And

That you'll call me.

But

We both have gone

Through

A lot

And changed.

I just hope

We haven't chaged

Too much.

Progress

"I don't like you."

There.

I finally said it.

Get over it...

You know that people

Aren't always

Going to like you.

You can't have

It both ways.

You can't lie

To everyone

And expect

People

Not to be hurt

When they find out the truth.

I'm not afraid

To speak my mind anymore.



[After.]

After it was all said

And done,

I guess I always knew

It was coming...

I could feel it.

I just wish

I knew why.

I wish a lot of things...

[Before.]

Before Oregon.
Before the secrets.
Before Eric and Frank.
Before all the awkwardness.
Before the lies.

There was you
And me.

Nothing else mattered.

"I'll always come back for you."

11:35 pm.

Colors of the rainbow.

Alphabet.

Shame.

Dark.

Someone I used to know.

youwillnotwinever.

KING.haha.whatever.

[who made you the king of everything?]

Babies born.

Sad.

Cloudy.

Peaceful.

Ron<3.

Girl.

Boop.

Cursive.